Monday, July 11, 2011

Premiere Screening for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2

After rushing to get a blood test done (I've been suffering from gastritis the past couple of nights and the doctor suggest I have my blood checked), I then rushed to my office to get in line to claim a couple of free passes to Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2 Premiere Screening tickets. 
I waited about one-and-a-half hours, while hoping no one recognises me as a Setar employee. I was the first 60 people thankfully. I didn't get the special posters, but I got the passes! 
It's for tomorrow night (July 12), two days in advance of the actual screening. So happy!
I get to see the premiere screening for the very last movie *happy dance*

Thank you, Setar :D


Sunday, July 03, 2011

Surrender

These thoughts occur very far and long in between one another. It is during these moments of weakness, this helplessness and weariness that makes me want to just give up the fight. I wonder, just wonder and not want, I wonder how easy it would be to just lay down arms and just give up on everything? Surrender every strength I've thought I have and just stop? What is it to just close my eyes and let life leave me? I'm so tired about so many things that my two hands cannot hold on to. I'm tired of fighting, I'm tired of waiting for things to get better. I'm tired of climbing into bed each night in search for that elusive fiend called sleep. How would it be to just give up the fight? Take the coward's way out and flee from the coming dark? How would it be, just to forget about all that I hold dear and close my eyes and disappear?

Saturday, July 02, 2011

...

shit.

Moments

Those little moments, his small gestures, the simplest of words; they play again and again in my head like a melody you cannot get out of your head. It makes me hum along and smile, like an inside joke only I understand. They are the simplest kind, something as forgettable as your next breath, a moment so fleeting you'd miss if you blink. But only to another person. To me, these are the moments that make time without him fly by. They keep me warm in my chilly office and caresses my heart to comfort the tense nerves. These are the moments I treasure, a catalogue of intimacies between the two of us that closes the chasm lying in the middle when we are apart. His gestures like a tattoo burned into the expanse of my skin leaves a lingering warmth that I wear on me like a second skin. And when we're together again, he renews these emotions, stirs them up again and set me on fire anew.